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sunday afternoon zombie status getting my ish together and heading to bamboooooozle

also

BED HEAD HAIR.

that is all.

new hurrs

<3

We took photos in the park on our wedding day and they were so breathtaking that we promised we would come back every year and try to recreate them.

After dinner in the city we head over to the park, take some photos and say our vows to each other again.  It’s something that is more special every year….especially this year with the addition of the peanut.  Next year there will be another person in the photo that you can see…a tiny little person that will be the physical manifestation of our love and commitment to each other.  

Am I still beaming?  Probably…it’s not going to stop for a while…I have no control over it.  

We went down to Washington Square Park again for our anniversary and this year there’s three of us.

we’re going to have the coolest holiday cards EVER.

just sayin’

yo…monday.  thanks for…um….nothing?

i need to eat.

and then keep working.

today I reached out for some advice. 

it’s hard to ask for help or admit we need someone to talk to, confide in or open up to.  but that’s part of life…there are things you can’t wrap your head around…and as far as you wrap around all the sides, there’s angles that we just can’t see from where we’re sitting.  it’s because we’re in the middle. 

the best thing I took away from today’s convo was that we are almost constantly “in the middle” of something.  life is a series of challenges and obstacles.  sure, there’s an easy road and a middle road, and those paths are acceptable for some people.  but there are roads that are challenging…some of them are challenging from the start, and you know what you’re getting yourself into.  and some of them are challenging down the line and you have to hold tight and follow the path, no matter how rocky.  But every path has at least one thing the same, a common denominator.  a middle.

that’s where we are.  we’re in the middle….it’s just where we are right now.  when you’re in the middle it’s difficult to accurately find the beginning and when you’re in the middle you surely can’t see the end.  for now I feel like the best thing I can do is be happy with where I am and keep heading down the path I’ve worked so hard to lay out in front of myself.  it’s really hard to focus but i’m hanging in there as best I can.  I need to be strong and positive for the people around me and the ones I love.  There are so many amazing things in my life, I just have to look around…